Okay..
Dahil nasimulan ko nang magsulat, hindi ko na tuloy mapigilan.. :))
Well, I guess I miss it. ;)
I watched 3 Idiots last night.. AGAIN, and I guess, that was a perfect time, and the smartest thing I did? :))
Okay, I am taking BS Information Technology, not because I want to, but because my mom told me so. Yea, I was kinda confused during my high school days until I reached college. I don’t know what I really want to be, or what I love to do. So, I just listened to my mom, and gave her expectations.
I supposed to graduate now, 2012, but.. I stopped studying during my 3rd year level, got failing grades, etc. So, here I am.. still a 3rd year student, and consistent in failing my grades, and my mom. HAHA.
Now, here’s the thing, I don’t want to continue this course anymore, I want to take Architecture or Cinematography, but I don’t know how to tell it to my mom.
There’s also a part of me saying, “sayang naman. nakakahinayang.” but there’s also a part of me saying, “you’ve done your part, maaaring hindi yun yung best mo, but wth, paano ka mageexcel kung wala dun yung passion mo?”
.. and now, I’m a little bit confused and scared.
OPTIONS:
-stop taking IT, go to Japan and work for a year and take Cinematography
-take summer classes while working, and graduate on 2014
-work during summer and shift to Architecture
what to do? what to do? ugh. :(
“dump yerr fears, or someday, on your deathbed, you’ll regret it.”
..and now, I feel like a trash. 3
“with just a little courage, you can turn yerr life around.”